These are...

These are days that you'll remember
Never before and never since, I promise
Will the whole world be as warm as this
And as you feel, it
You'll know it's true
That you - you are blessed and lucky
It's true - that you
Are touched by something
That will grow and bloom in you

Thank you 10,000 Maniacs, I could not have said it better myself.

I just spoke with my Dr. and things are looking good on the baby front. Granted, it's still VERY early in the game...but right now my beta HCG had gone up about 7 times since my first blood test. I had a blood test on June 28 and my levels were in the 700's. I had another test done on July 3 and those results yielded levels in the 5,000's. Thank you Jesus. My problem with the first pregnancy was those HCG levels were not going up at all; they stopped increasing almost immediately which meant no baby for me the first time around. This is all still very sureal for me, I feel like I am talking about someone else's pregnancy and not my own.

But hot damn, I just may have a baby after all.